falling

i was so close to the edge last night. i've never felt that way before. its rather weird for me. and i sometimes grapple with the fact that things don't flow so nicely anymore. i still get there in the end, but the path to the end isn't a walk in the park. and i'm so used to everything being effortless, its hard sometimes. and to let go of certain ghosts of the past.

i'm missing char ):

: memory :: sugarcult :